Jianing Wu

Deconstructing Myself

JIANING WU -

The door slammed itself last night. A shadow walked from the back of computer screen. Things are different from what I see, emotions are delayed from how I feel. Only this morning I got the hint.

Overworking can make one exhaust-ivve, reflect-ivve. So occupi-ed that outlets are shut down, until-ll.

Yea-t. Compartmentalization no longer works. Pack and ship is no longer available. I have to do the manual work myself.

My Absence:
Lacks that make me prone to dissatifications and consequently negative emotions. Natural and innate.

  • Uncertainty: desire of conclusions driven by the compulsion to know, based on the black and white framework - conclusions are not necessary.
  • Impatience: urgent need of desire realization due to over-projection - trust time.
  • Not Enough: overstepping myself - just don't.