1. Nightmare on a Yesterday

    Disclaimer: It might appear that my life is sad. But that's not true - the majority of the time I'm happy (speaking of a person who's very low in neuroticism). I only write sad stuff because it helps me organize my thoughts and process…

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  2. Everyday

    Preview: I've been listening to Japanese city pop recently. It is a glitteringly chill genre, full of city vibe created in 1970s. I discovered I don't like Mondays this Monday and had been listening to this song on repeat. Yu's vocal is a contrast…

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  3. 2022年二月第二周

    It is not yet Saturday, but I'm putting together songs for tomorrow's run. I'm looking forward to it. The weather is going to be nice. 谢安琪的离不开要加进去。这是一首慢歌,但它的旋律能配合我的脚步。这些日子我的训练并不追求速度。慢下来后反而有种期待的享受。久违的感觉。一种完全的自由。想跑到哪里就去哪里,想在哪里停下就在哪里停下。 这周讨论的问题围绕着control和他人的agency。我说了这么一句话, wanting to control is not recognizing that other…

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  4. Music and Life

    Music is an interesting construction. It builds an anticipation that can almost be detected by the unconsciousness, but it retains a sense of otherness that realizes itself with the imprint of time. If painting is displaying an image at one glance, music is painting with the brush of time. In…

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  5. 小记

    5:30pm 纽约的落日延缓到了五点半。 5:40pm 音乐切换到播放器有瞬间安静。 隔着玻璃与桥的距离 能短暂地体会关于纷扰的离开 5:45pm 好不容易期待的周末 在周日下午 就得把思绪装在一个盒子里 关上 放床底 后脑勺隐隐不安。 5:47pm 重点后面不可以加句号。 多余的单词要删掉 还得有追根刨底的精神 5:50pm 关于周一的不满 怎能来霸占周日晚上的宁静呢! 5:55pm 但怎么回事 我竟看到了古屋、星星和沙漠。 一朵不同颜色的玫瑰花 在宇宙里也能获得尘埃的波动呢 10:00pm 明天6:50的早起 会期待7点的日出。…

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