Tag: Free-form Jottings

  1. Untitled

    Words are temporized, but urges demolish time. A shutdown stage, things are gone. But void, void invites compulsion in. When there is no space, no space squeezes out new space. Physical pain is expressable, emotional pain is prisoning. Absolutely no one needs to understand. Absolutely no one needs to stand…

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  2. Unfinished Fragments

    Collective Imagination is the Microscope into Reality There are two ways collective imagination serves as a medium that magnifies the problems in society: fake news and innovation. The first is a negative construction, an imagination with few roots but mostly fabrication; the second is a positive construction, an imagination that…

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  3. Utah

    I went camping for a week in Utah. On the first night, I sent my mom a photo of the sky scattered with stars. I have never seen anything like it - a thin cloudy strip brushed across the sky. My mom asked: what did you learn? I said I…

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  4. 无法停笔的写作却被停止,所以我看着它

    在纽约生活有时候就会被突如其来的瞬间击垮。 在办公室里情绪被收敛的毫无毛孔。然后,那辆被追赶却逐渐驶去的列车和那无情的地铁等待播报版,就像被上天派来嘲笑的使者。又是一个轻轻一戳的十分钟,能让人炸毛。遗憾跑在顶端差的就是那么一秒。结果却是十分钟。这是什么不像样的道理。 我总觉得遗嘱在这个城市里是需要的。枪击打架捅刀子,车祸撞墙砸东西。意外之所以是意外因为它是意外。而每当我想到这些不可能性,我有几句该说又一直没说的交代。但那些都是之后的流程,这样想来也没有什么重要的。再加上写遗嘱某种程度上好像在招呼自己的死亡,大体上有违生存的准则。 情绪和逻辑是可以分得很开的,但分得很开的结果就是一层无法捅破的隔离。一个问题可以被理解和推算到90%,但不能完全解答那剩下的10%。道理我都懂,可是为什么会,嗯都说不出来。对人的分析也可以有一套说辞,且大体上没有偏颇。我又逐渐的不相信自己,或者逻辑还是在深处说服了自己造成情绪的困扰。要为情绪找借口可是太容易了。 对自己的分析到底是该放在优点还是缺点。或是我的出发点又错了,哪有绝对的优点和缺点,只有事物的影响和被影响。原谅我无法说服我自己。…

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  5. To Exist For A Better Cause

    I used to think that humans exist for their own sake, and to seek happiness is the sole purpose of life. I am the center of the world I live in, and my self-consciousness constitutes the world. Therefore, how I perceive my surroundings, how I care for my feelings, and…

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